Hummm....

Sometimes I draw a picture that almost exactly represents my mood. This is one of those drawings. I don't know why but I've been feeling a bit isolated. Since I've been working 3 jobs and only seem to talk to people who have instructions for me, it feels like I've become a bit introverted, not in actions but in what I say to people. I feel I'm always careful about what I'm saying and aware of how I'm trying to be cheerful and general. I mean I still have normal conversations with my fellow co-workers but it's not a real conversation. It's like most of my conversations go as follows:

1: Hey! How are you?
2: oh hey, I'm good...Um been outside lately. It's gone real cold huh?
1: Yeah. Too bad this is just the begining of winter.
2: humm, I suppose. But you could go away for a week or so
1: True true....Maybe somewhere warm.
2: yeah.....well gotta go there's work to be done

It reminds me of those family guy gags where theres a weird awkward pause, or where they drag the gag out just a bit too far. I guess when I'm not so new and people know me a bit better it will be better, until then I'll just keep trying to have real conversations.