Battel Face
So I've had a really crappy week. I spent the Sunday before Halloween arguing with my father and then I spent the rest of the week avoiding him because every time I look at him I get frustrated. The main problem I have with him is the fact that he never is wrong even when he is! (Not that I'm always right, but I do like my oint of view to at least be heard) I often feel like I'm dealing with a child who hasn't developed the logic skills that we all aquire as we age. It's just he's right and that's the end of it (I wish I could blame some kind of mental illness for his behaviour, but alas no). So even if I try to discuss what happened and how I feel, the conversation ends up I'm wrong, the world hates me because I'm miserable all the time (apparently I don't even know how to smile), and since I'm his child and only a child I should obey him and be done with (even though by all the standards of the world I'm considered an adult and have been for some time now). So all that pent up frustration led to this drawing. I just feel that sometimes to make him listen I need a battel face (and be male because he never gives my brother this kind of agravation, and I'm the eldest so that makes no sense) or else he won't take me seriously. Either that, or I ignor him for a few months (when he ruined my birthday I didn't talk to him for 6 weeks) and he eventually forgets.
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Thanks thats really great of you to say. Thankyou for your support.
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